Perspectives - Vol. 3, No. 1 - StressspeakAngela Patmore, MA, Gosfield, Essex, England Updated: Dec 1st 1997 For several years now I have been researching the language we use
to talk about stress and mental illness. There are hundreds of these
striking and descriptive throwaway idioms, yet nobody to my knowledge has ever studied them before. I call the strange patois Stressspeak, and I was first alerted to it years ago when a brilliant fellow-undergraduate had what she called a nervous breakdown prior to her finals. I witnessed her distress at close quarters. She said that she was falling apart. She felt nerve-racked, on tenterhooks, at the end of her tether. She could not concentrate, or get it together.
Her agony of mind and cryptic terminology haunted my studies of English
literature, so rich and deep in its expressions of human psychology.
The special language we call poetry is written in short lines on the
page to show that it is highly concentrated. Great writers in
every culture have given their lives to this art form. Why? Indeed,
notwithstanding recent research on Attention Deficiency Disorders what
is the literal meaning of concentration? After my Fulbright scholarship I sought to find out by interviewing famous sportsmen. They know how to concentrate. Indeed, some are said to have tunnel vision,
focusing so intensely that they appear obsessed. My findings were
published in a widely serialized Times sports book of the year on
performance-related stress. Sportsmen's minds are put under enormous
sudden strain during competition. I counted over eighty different
expressions for concentration and 150 for falling apart. The word pressure is used ad nauseam. Even to a nonscientist, such insistent use of a meta-language seemed a resource. A book with Daily Mirror
"agony aunt" Marje Proops gave me access to her huge volume of mail
from distressed readers, many using stress slang, and scores more
expressions came from the realms of mental illness, the marshal arts,
television interviews, movie scripts, quiz shows, news footage. How
could we have ignored such a striking Esperanto, at a time when
scientists and artists are trying so hard to understand the link
between consciousness and the brain? The miracle of awareness
perplexes neurologists. Dr Susan Greenfield, giving the Royal
Institution Christmas lectures on the Brain, told her audience how
scientists have long believed that there must be some part of the brain
acting like the captain on the bridge of the Starship Enterprise, but
that sadly, a hundred years or more of exploration through the universe inside our heads have failed to find it. And as Dr Adam Zeman recently wrote in a Times article entitled Will we ever make sense of awareness?, "...there is no single compelling theory of consciousness."
Puzzling over my stress glossary and still hoping science would provide
the answers, I scanned the available literature on brain monitoring
techniques, on artificial intelligence, on experimental psychology,
looking for clues, insights, that shiver down the spine of instinctive
recognition. The language I had discovered must correspond to
something. Evidently it described key psychological states. Might it
possibly refer to events in the brain? The brain is, after all, a
conscious organ, and surely cannot fail to be aware of even the
minutest changes in its own activity. What if the brain were
transmitting this awareness to us through the medium of words and
expressions which we use unthinkingly to describe stress and madness?
Could this throwaway language be giving us a glimpse of the brain's own processes?
The scientific literature offered clues. Parts of the brain that are
particularly active at any moment can be seen on monitoring equipment
to have an improved blood supply. Blood is vital to brain cells,
because it bears oxygen and glucose. With it, they work; without it,
they die. The brain is thought to contain a hundred billion of these
cells or neurones, each one connected up to perhaps ten thousand
others. A neurone looks like a tiny spider with fibrous legs.
One long fibre, the axon, extends like a cable for carrying electrical
signals. When a cell gets a signal telling it to fire, the electrical
potential across the cell membrane, after a tense build-up, suddenly
switches from negative to positive. This action potential moves
in a wave along the minuscule nerve cable until it reaches the nerve
terminals, when it triggers the release of chemical neurotransmitters
that carry the message on to all the cell's neighbours in the network.
Then there was the fight-or-flight syndrome. When we meet a dangerous
or threatening situation, the heart speeds up, and blood pressure
increases. Blood supply to non-essential organs, like the digestive
system and the extremities, is diverted (hence butterflies and cold feet).
The precious blood goes to the large muscles, which we may need for
fighting or running away, and to the brain, which we urgently need to
make sense of the situation. And in order to avoid a dangerous rise in
pressure on the artery walls, the blood vessels at these important sites dilate, ready to receive the surge. A shiver went down my spine.
Overleaf is a selection of common words and phrases used under stress.
I have sorted them into four groups, or rather, they sorted themselves.
I believe that scientific minds will make the connection faster than I
did. List I to do with blood and heat | List II to do with feeling or being mentally unwell or unsettled | List III to do with high tension | List IV to do with coming together, joining together, contraction, fusion | A heated argument about to burst an inflammatory remark blew a gasket bloody (the swearword) bloody hell bloody minded boiling with rage burning desire don't burst a blood vessel feeling the pressure fit to bust flushed with pride he exploded his blood was up his passions were inflamed hot under the collar hot-blooded hothead I popped my cork if you can't stand the heat get out of the kitchen in the heat of the moment in the hot seat it went to his head (i.e., the blood) let off steam livid pressure situation ruddy (the swearword) rush of blood she blushed she inflamed his desires she saw red turned on the heat when the heat is on. | A shattering blow all over the place beside myself coming apart at the seams crack- brained crackers cracking up crackpot crazy (like crazy paving) disjointed dislocated distraught driven to distraction falling apart going to pieces having a breakdown he blew up he just crumbled inarticulate incoherent inner conflict it blew my mind it broke her heart nerves shot to pieces neurosis non compos mentis potty (from crackpots) scatterbrain scatty schizoid schizophrenic shell-shock split mind split personality splitting headache tearing me apart | At full stretch batty (stretched out like a bat) distracted (from the Latin for pulling asunder) distraught (ditto) distress (ditto) extending herself frayed nerves hang-up haywire (stretched every which way like lengths of wire for binding hay) he snapped under the strain highly strung keyed up (compare piano keys and strings) nerve-racking (stretched as on a torture rack) nervous tension on tenterhooks (stretching like cloth on a frame) something just snapped strain stress (a shortened form of distress from pulling asunder) strung out taut tense tension tight as a bowstring under a lot of strain uptight wound up (tightened as by a winch) wired (to unwind or loosen up is just the opposite) | Adamant art form articulate association came through in one piece centered coherent compos mentis composed composition composure concentrate concert concise concrete connection contemplate (blend together) co-ordinate crystal clear crystallized cute acute) feeling together focused getting it together god harmony integrity I pulled myself together life form light at the end of the tunnel love - made up his mind organize organism sharp single-minded succinct to the point tunnel vision wholehearted | In the first group, by contrast, a cold-blooded killer doesn't get hot under the collar; a depressed person is not feeling the pressure; chill out means don't get hot under the collar, and so on. I suggest that this throwaway
language describes, in great detail, a process: pressure, heat,
expansion, high tension, and finally fusion. The first group, to do
with blood and pressure and heat, are all expressions that we use to
describe arousal, both mental and physical. I believe they correspond
to the dilatation of neural blood vessels at the onset of a threatening
situation. This would explain our feelings of pressure inside
our heads. The minute networks are ingesting blood and absorbing
bombarding fragments of information, which they must urgently combine
and connect, in order to tell us what to do. The second group,
to do with expansion and explosion, are all associated with worry and
fear, with mental illness and a feeling of losing one's sanity. They
are all unpleasant and frightening. They describe a feeling of swelling
and explosion because the brain's networks are literally expanding
as the blood vessels dilate. The feeling of being about to burst or
break, although not unnatural in the circumstances, is illusory. The third high tension group of expressions describe being stretched taut and pulled asunder. We use them when we are at breaking point and about to crack up.
These expressions are even more unpleasant than the second lot, but I
suggest that they may simply be describing what the nerve cells are
doing, and in particular the nerve cables or axons which transmit
messages to other cells and create connections and circuits. The
minuscule nerve fibres are being stretched by the vasodilatation. The resultant pulling asunder
feeling is fearful and unpleasant, but it is presumably a necessary
part of the process. At the moment of highest tension (and perhaps
optimum heat), the electrical potential of the cell walls switches
suddenly from negative to positive. The hundreds of thousands of nerve
cells then make their connections, and the brain orchestrates new
circuits, linking them together both electrically and chemically. The final list is to do with fusion. All of these expressions involve creativity, a feeling of being at one with oneself, or with nature. They are pleasant, healthy, positive or meaningful, and they refer to the miracle of making connections, of concentration and crystallized thinking, when everything becomes suddenly bright, brilliant, crystal clear.
The fusions that the brain makes under this high tension come forth in
our minds as important ideas and insights. they create our music, our
scientific breakthroughs, our art. They give us our sense of meaning,
our focus and our goal. These diamonds of the mind are surely the point
of the whole stress process. This, I respectfully submit, is how the
brain makes sense of experience. This is the philosophers' stone of the
alchemist, distilling his base metals in a limbeck not unlike the
brain. Unfortunately, there is nothing 1990s man will not do
to avoid the physical symptoms associated with this cerebral alchemy.
He thinks it healthy to stress his body to the limits, but unhealthy to
stress his mind. We have become afraid of fear, of apprehension, of the
tension necessary to generate meaning in our lives. We never complete
the circuit. Not surprisingly we are left with a vague sense of
unreality. Low-level stress inhibits us all the time, increasing our
fear of fear. Our brains are triggered by tiny problems to commence
firing and then shut down with alcohol or drugs. Of course, Stressspeak may really be throwaway.
Or perhaps there is some better explanation for its use. More rigorous
research is needed, properly funded, monitored, controlled. But one
thing is certain. If my unscientific interpretation is even partly
valid, we should not be managing stress, as we are commonly
taught to do. Although tension is felt by most people to be unpleasant,
it is none the less part of a survival process, like those other
expansion contraction wonders of sex, childbirth and digestion. Very
occasionally people die during these activities. But as a species we
interrupt them at our peril. Our ancestors always intended us to go through with it.
A completed stress pattern is taught in social rituals fiction, movies,
thrillers, sport, gambling, fairground rides, quiz shows, dares of
childhood and adulthood of every kind. At least experiencing these, the
brain learns what a successful stress process actually feels like, and
enjoys some measure of satisfaction and relief. Not running away is the
first step towards the most tremendous prize known to human beings - a
crystal that may only be formed after high-tension activity of the
brain. This article originally appeared in Network and is republished here with permission. All rights reserved. Reference Patmore, Angela (1997). Stressspeak: a message from the mind. [Online]. Network. [1998, January 1]. |